I suppose you can guess that this month was not "the" month. But I took it surprisingly well. No crying, no moping, just disappointment.
In light of this disappointment, we are moving. Everything happened so quickly, it's been hard to process it all. But we are happy. We'll be in a place where we feel comfortable raising children. Perhaps it will happen now?
I'm still longing for a child, but I'm trying not to let it take over my life. I'm no longer taking every step to ensure my body is ready for a pregnancy, I am simply living.
If I want to have some coffee, I'll have coffee.
If I want to have a couple drinks, I'll have a couple drinks.
Etcetera, etcetera, etcetera.
I have a new hope, in this new mindset. A change of atmosphere, and a change of habits.
Day 13 of current cycle.
