Ok, so this is NOT a proclamation of victory. But, I am not claiming defeat either. I started my period yesterday, so I'm officially not pregnant again.
I'm getting better at dealing with starting though. In the beginning it was like the most depressing moment and I would sulk around for a week before I regained my confidence. I don't know if I'm just becoming immune to the feeling, or that I'm really excited to be going to New York in a couple weeks, or what, but it is getting better.
It was about this time last year that I started really longing to have a child. Mother's day rolled along and it was all I could do not to break down and cry all day long. I'm hoping this Mother's day, maybe I will be pregnant. All I can do is hope and pray. And keep trying with my hubs.... which happens to be the best part! I bought a 7 day supply of ovulation predictors, so hopefully this month will be better.
Still hoping....
Day 2 of current cycle. Approximately 15 days to ovulation.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
I Know, I Know....
So I know I said my next post would be a proclamation of victory, but I just couldn't stop myself.
So it is approximately two days until I should start my period. I have to say I am about 90% less positive and optimistic as last post. Although I will say I have been thinking of the whole pregnancy thing a lot less. I guess that's one mission accomplished.
D has been on nights the last couple weeks and thus our sex life is back to zero. SO, tonight him being on swing and getting off at 9PM means tonight should be a fun filled evening of a reconciliation of sorts. By the way, he's off tomorrow, which means, two fun filled evenings in one week! I know this seems sad to most happily married and in love people, and it's sad to me too. But it is the ugly truth, and we make the most of our time together.
With that.... I bid you good night, and good lovin'.
Day 26 of current cycle. Approximately 12 days post ovulation.
So it is approximately two days until I should start my period. I have to say I am about 90% less positive and optimistic as last post. Although I will say I have been thinking of the whole pregnancy thing a lot less. I guess that's one mission accomplished.
D has been on nights the last couple weeks and thus our sex life is back to zero. SO, tonight him being on swing and getting off at 9PM means tonight should be a fun filled evening of a reconciliation of sorts. By the way, he's off tomorrow, which means, two fun filled evenings in one week! I know this seems sad to most happily married and in love people, and it's sad to me too. But it is the ugly truth, and we make the most of our time together.
With that.... I bid you good night, and good lovin'.
Day 26 of current cycle. Approximately 12 days post ovulation.
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