Ok, so this is NOT a proclamation of victory. But, I am not claiming defeat either. I started my period yesterday, so I'm officially not pregnant again.
I'm getting better at dealing with starting though. In the beginning it was like the most depressing moment and I would sulk around for a week before I regained my confidence. I don't know if I'm just becoming immune to the feeling, or that I'm really excited to be going to New York in a couple weeks, or what, but it is getting better.
It was about this time last year that I started really longing to have a child. Mother's day rolled along and it was all I could do not to break down and cry all day long. I'm hoping this Mother's day, maybe I will be pregnant. All I can do is hope and pray. And keep trying with my hubs.... which happens to be the best part! I bought a 7 day supply of ovulation predictors, so hopefully this month will be better.
Still hoping....
Day 2 of current cycle. Approximately 15 days to ovulation.
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