Sunday, June 6, 2010

Crushed

I woke up this morning full of hope. D and I talked last night about if I should take an early pregnancy test or not. I have the ones that are supposed to tell you 6 days before you miss a period. We were debating if I should wait, or not, since I could start any day now. So this morning I got up and I was thinking, "I'm just going to do it." when D says "Just go pee on a stick." So I did. As I waited for it to work I finished my business on the toilet and when I wiped what do you think I saw?

Blood.

The clearest indicator..... I guess I didn't need to take the test at all. I got in the shower and cried the entire time I bathed.

I don't understand. I just don't understand.

I'm ready to call it quits.

Day 1 of current cycle. Approximately 14 days to ovulation.

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